Dear MH,

I hope this finds you well.

I should have left our relationship long before it ended. Long before I hated you. I never told you I hated you, but I did. 
It really hurt me that you wanted me to get an abortion. It devastated me. It was the hardest thing I had to do.

Then we broke up. And I live with the guilt everyday. You’re married now. With kids. I don’t have kids. I couldn’t have them. 

I’m still devasted by this. Fuck you. 
Fuck your wife. Fuck your fucking happy family. FUCK YOU.

I need to get this out.

Fuck all the way off forever,

Someone who hates you and still loves you. Fuck off.