Dear M,

I hope this finds you well.

Where can I even start? I gave you all I had to give and it still wasn’t enough. Maybe we married too young or maybe it was just doomed from the start. All I know is I put my whole self into being the best wife and mother I could be. And you cheated on me. I want to hate you but how can I hate the man I have spent half of my life with. It isn’t the betrayal that even hurts the most. It is that you blame me for your lonelyness. You blame me for the hard times. You act like you had no part in any of it and like they only choice was to cheat on me. I would have given anything to heal our marriage but the person you became is so cruel that now I see what everyone else saw in you. You are selfish and self centered. You are mean. To me and to our kids. I know I should feel lucky to be free from you but the truth is that I still love you even though you are a terrible person.

Love
Bear